Sometimes you say it’s too much for you… But you are the one who has often said “yes” instead of “no”.
You feel that you are being misjudged… You are the one who has said what others expect of you instead of saying what “sticks in your craw”.
You think you are too small to make a difference. But you ignore what you feel and want and do what others ask you.
You often feel humiliated. But you are still the one who does not take a stand when you feel that way.
You are hurt by what you are experiencing, and perhaps you have been making changes in your life outside of you, waiting for others to change your reality. You are the one who is not changing on the inside because you are feeling pain.
The reasons why you do what you do and do not do what you do not do can vary. The most powerful are the fears that feed you day after day and that you feel comfortable in.
No matter how much you want to change them, your fears belong to you. They are the illusions your mind has created out of what you have experienced, out of what you have not allowed yourself to express or what you did not know you could and were allowed to express. So, you allow others to distort your feelings. You let them use your fears and manipulate you.
All that you seek outside you is within you. Only when you start digging deep within yourself, you find out that you can accept that the fears you have can be overcome; your emotions need to be released, and you can be “You”, not a copy desired by others. Then, you will find the honest Guru. He is waiting for you as long as you need to look for him because he is deep inside you. You are your true Guru!
Love, Manuela
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What if you discovered the guru in yourself and somehow managed to lose trust in him/her? At the moment I am actually gaining more and more trust in my core beliefs but there were times when I let myself down and felt miserable
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In my opinion, it’s normal to feel miserable, too. We need to feel the pain in order to heal a wound. Our traumas are unresolved pains and some we don’t even know we have. So, the road to finding ourselves is not straight and easy. It has ups and downs. Trust is built/rebuilt step by step.
I am glad you gain more and more trust in your core beliefs. Keep doing it! Thank you for your read and comment!
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I tought about that a lot… and sometimes I even think: what in a f***** I am doing here…. sometimes, not always, I think about being misterunderstood and felling so down around those who surround me but……. I think something positive, because makes me think even more about my position towards myself, you know…. I dive deep insisde of me about saying too much.
Dear, you know that have not being a long time since I had the pleasure of working with you and writing, having you as a editor is a honor. I feel you very creative, loving and deep. Thanks for this.
Have a nice weekend.
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There is a saying that we are always in the right place and at the right moment. Even if we don’t see it that way, everything happens for a reason.
Thank you for your read and kindness, Miriam! Have a wonderful day every single say!
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